The change I wish to make in my life is to free myself of what doesn't belong to me or that may be blocking my spiritual evolution.
I
want to be free of all the beliefs that I thought were mine but that aren't...
I
want to free myself of needing to fix anything or anyone (big one for me)...
I
want to unleash the pure essence of my soul and connect that somehow with this
human experience I am living and experiencing in this lifetime.
So
yep, I'm trying to find myself... or maybe I should say I am finding myself. I
have been taking those steps now for more than a decade. At times it feels like
I have been neck deep in a pile of darkness like I have this past year. But
right now I am just awakening again, and beginning to see that phase of my
journey a bit differently. I'm gaining clarity and the pain is dissolving. All
this is helping me reconnect in an ever more profound way to that part of me that
I wish to connect with, that place that I wish to live my life from.
I
realize that I'm not all of these challenges, drama, and chaos that my life has
made me believe that I was.
I
am not all this shame and guilt that I have carried probably all of my life.
I
really wish to transform that energy from those experiences into something
incredibly positive that will make a more positive difference in my life, and
maybe even in the lives of others I may meet along the way on this journey
through life.
